I kind of found out the answer while reading sheefu's blog.
I guess all along i've been trying to look for the answer that i'd actually questioned myself about. Maybe all these while i've been trying to be someone that you guys might like so much so that i've forgotten my real self. Or is this my real self? oh wait i'm confused again. I guess no matter how hard i try to search, i am still me. And it's always best being myself. I regret trying to be someone that you would wanna notice and it was really difficult. I'm glad i gave up so quickly or maybe i wasn't really into you. It's a different topic altogether now and i know no one understands but just as well, cause imma forget everything and pick up from where i'd left. So long.

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Aites, so today = hana kimi japan version for the whole day. I must say the japs are really... exaggerating. EH?!?!? lol i've so picked up this phrase man. Yeah i know i'm kind of slow.
Dinner with parents&aunt at bedok. Wanted to go Changi's SA but closed alr ):
Nvm, Sungei rd this sunday! maybe. hhaha
Didn't join the usuals at lailai. 1) plain laziness 2) have to pay $$ for cab

Julai's turning 17 in approx 30mins! hehe old :x

Tmrw will be a better day.
baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii (: